i made some killer baked ziti tonight. if only my hubby could learn to like my cooking =) i don't know if he isn't too keen on it because it isn't outback or carabbas or what, but it's quite frustrating!

i have 11% battery left so this is gonna be quick.

god is teaching me a lot right now. patience (oh how this is a never-ending struggle), love... basically every fruit of the spirit. i find myself disgusted at my old tendencies. i dont want to look back in 6 months and wonder if ive changed. i want to be consistent. i want to be there when you need me, not just when it's convenient. i want to wear my heart on my sleeve and not be afraid to talk about what god is doing in my life. i want to love people when they are so unlovely. i want to speak up when i dont feel like it and cry when i know i need to. i want to treat people with respect. i want to hold my marriage more sacred than ever before. i want to laugh more. i want to strive more towards purity in my mind, thoughts and words. i want to simply be more like jesus.