i have all these thoughts swirling around in my mind & then i go to start this post & i get nothin! my heart is so heavy for a particular person right now and all of the ties that we had, have been broken. i dont really have a desire to be a part of your life again, but then i think about it & wish there was something i could do to help. i check you out often like a little internet stalker and my heart aches for you. you are so full of potential and it is just sitting there.
DO
SOMETHING.
for me. do something for me. i kicked you out of my life like i didnt need you. obviously, there was a reason for that and that is between god and i... but i still long for the friendship we once had. you respected and treated me like a princess. you werent afraid of the real me and i laugh looking back because i know i never even showed you the real me. we were two peas in a pod and it hurts when god has a great plan for two people and one of them isnt willing to fight for it. i wish you knew how often i pray for you and your family. your sister. your future and these dreams you once spoke of are by the wayside so you can get your quick-fix.
i
wish
you
knew.
2.26.2008
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I wish you knew..
That I find myself wondering what you have against me? That it hurts me to know that you care so little about me, when you once said you cared so much. That I can't help but still care for you. That I still see my best friend. That I can see a changed person, a mature women of God. That I see past your front, your outer appearance, that I can see your heart. I wish you could see that things are still unresolved and it's holding me back. I wish you knew that everyday, I try to let go, to forget, to move on. I'm sick of covering it up. The truth is, I miss you. I miss the friendship we once had.
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