unthinkable.

i guess everyone, at some point or another, will let you down. they will do something you don't approve of. they will hurt you. hurt others. they will be selfish. act impulsively without thinking of the consequences. they will lie straight to your face. they will show you their good side. the sense of humor will deceive you.

i don't understand. how? why?

i have this strange amount of anger, yet i sympathize. your sin will find you out, right?

and when it does... i don't want to be one to hold grudges, to point and criticize. we all mess up. we all do things that aren't ok. aren't acceptable. i know how it feels to regret. to live with the "what ifs".

what if i would have fessed up before i was caught? what if i would have stopped before anyone noticed what i was doing? what if what i did wasn't so extreme? what if i apologize?

does that change anything?

your family has to pay for your actions now. they have to say goodbye to their life & start over.

you did the unthinkable and now you've lost trust, respect and character.